::myLoNeLyEyEs::

::just for fun!::

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
-athirah
-thirah
-thir

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAD:
-t_rexcic
-t_rexcic
-t_rex1511

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOU
-38.5 kg ~ underweight!!!
-38.5 kg
-yang lain, everything ok kut!Alhamdulillah dgn apa yg Allah jadikan.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
-Malay
-Malay
-Malay

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
-future
-lipas
-cicak..eventhough ni nickname aku!!

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
-handphone
-entertain anak2 sedare:)
-of course..mandi!

THREE OF YOUR MOST TREASURED POSSESIONS:
-my hp
-my notebook
-my bedroom

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
-pink tudung
-kurung
-pink slipper..for internal use only..heheh..dalam opis!

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTIST
-peterpan
-ungu
-aishah

(shera..sO7 yang keempat kut skarang!ehe..)

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS:
-Tak bisakah (by peterpan)
-Di atas normal (by peterpan)
-Cinta Beralih Arah (...and all songs by Aishah)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
-God bless
-honesty
-responsibility

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX APPEAL TO YOU:
-rambut yang cantik (halus+nampak soft)
-tall
-sawo matang skin

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
-makan..makan dan makan..spashly lunch!(..am I "a queen of a lunchtime??")
-explore sume channel TV..watch TV lah!
-shopping

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
-shopping (..megasale!..)
-lunch..(so hungry rite now!)
-blah dari "cni"..

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
-soeul, Korea
-Cheju Island, Korea
-All around South Korea

THREE KIDS'NAME YOU LIKE:
-amirul aiman
-amirul ammar
-aina safiyyah

(all three are actually nama anak buah aku!ehehe..)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
-Menunaikan kewajipan di Tanah Suci Mekah
-balas jasa my parents
-Meet someone


THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
-susah menangis (spashly dpn org)
-the way i communicate with people masa kerja kot...since keja camni banyak deal
dengan golongan lelaki.
-love to wake up late..spashly weekends

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
-talkative
-pink maniac
-??

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
-Ako Mustapha
-Fahrin Ahmad (lelaki melayu terakhirku..)
-Kwon Sang Woo

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS SURVEY NOW:
-Dalila (UTM gang)
-Eddy  (GRS2..kalo dia terbaca entry ni la)
-Che Aini (SSPian ..)

::Sabar+Redha+Tabah::

Like it or not, this is what Allah arranged for my life. Ada reasons kenape I should face this kind of situation, tapi tak sorang pun tau jawapannya. Only Allah knows.All I have to do is.. ...sabar+redha+tabah dgn ketentuan-Nya.(as Azie and 'a friend' advised me last night..thanks for being such a lovely+caring friend to me, aku betul2 sdh last night, after imaging my life without Fir + Nik anymore..arrghhh....I need shoulder to cry on!!). I'm personally an independent kind of person..tapi nak menghadapi 'makhluk' tu seorang diri aku mmg tak suka!!huhuhu..people said: "jangan membenci orang..later on, orang akan membenci kita" hhmmm...tapi skarang ni dah takleh tahan weh!I just hope that aku tak jumpa lagi dat kind of person in my life. Hopefully..one day.


::to shera..I will do my duty..dun worry.thanks for ur advise too..

::I miss him so much::

17 Dis 2006
Bilik aku

4.30am - 6.30am

Mimpi budak busuk menangis sekuat ati.. ermmm..dia mmg manja. Tak dapat ape yang dia nak, msti merengek. Compared with Aiman, Amar hati dia lembut sket.

6.30 am

Terjaga dr tido..uarrrggggghh..rindunye aku ngan budak busuk tu! hari2 aku balik keja pkir bl dia nak balik ni (dek kerana kesibukan kerja,tak sempat pulak aku nak tny Along bl dia nak blk KL) . Geram..rs nak cubit2 je kalo dia ada!Last2..aku tertido blk.

7.30 am

Terjaga balik.sbb dgr budak nangis..mcm suara Amar plak. "Aina kot.." dlm ati aku. Bangun..then terus jenguk Aina, tgh breakfast sambil disakat oleh ayahnya..hahhaa..Pagi2 before p keja aku mmg wajib nak pggl si Aina! Cik kak ni pun dah makin bijak, dia boyish sket..so that dia nampak lagi kuat dr Amar! :)

7.40 am

Tetiba budak busuk dah ade dpn mata! Br bgn tido..Along dah sampai kl pg td  rupenye..ish..patutla aku mimpi budak busuk ni mlm td!! Eiii..aku miss gl kat teletubbies ni.  geramnye..~so,i spend most of the day wif him..

.:.aiman semakin gemuk..marah gl bl aku pggl dia aiman mok!hahhaa
.:.aina looks very happy ..dapat main ngan Amar balik...hehhehe.
.:.amar still wif his blur face..

::thinking of something..::

"orang yang paling kita sayang adalah orang yang paling susah untuk disayangi"

::aku paling tak suka quote ni,but then as the times goes on, aku rasa ada benda ni betulnya...

"...because the little girl taught me..LOVES MEANS LETTING GO..."

::hmm...sangat tersentuh dgn part ni, imagine that kita kawin dgn org yang hanya anggap kita tak lebih dari seorg adek/abang..after all, Airin realize that dia hanyalah bersimpati @ kesian pada Harris yang benar2 cintakan dia. Tindakan Airin betul..tapi a little bit late. It's better to be honest with Harris before they getting married..maybe Harris akan terluka, tapi tak seteruk luka yang dialami macam dalam cerita tu. Airin nampak kejam kan??

Harris : He must be some kind of guy kan?
Airiin : No, just MY gUy..

::I've learn a lot from Harris and Airin story, CINTA TAK BOLEH DIPAKSA.
Jika cintakan seseorang, lepaskan dia pergi. Jika dia kembali, dia adalah milik   kita. Tapi jika dia pergi & tak kembali, it means that memang sejak dari dulu lagi dia bukan milik kita...
 

Aku tak tau la, tapi aku paling tersentuh dengan cerita Harris and Airin.
How about u guys??

:: oFFLinE!! JeLEs gL aku::

It's already 5.16 pm..most of friends online in YM dah start signing out!! diorang dah  nak balik..aku?? isk...isk...

::the buildings..::

.:. actually these are some of the building yg aku dah design setelah almost 6 month  working..huhu...until now main bulding dah 5 bijik..hahaha..

::perpisahan::

Ku mengerti perpisahan ini
Bukan kerana kau membenci
Tapi kasih yang pernah ku beri
Tiada lagi bersama

Sering, kala aku terlihatkan mu
Impian nan indah bersulam bahagia

Ku harungi hari demi hari
Bersama wajah tak mungkin akan kembali
Tapi hati masih tak terima
Ditinggalkan sengsara

Keraguan ini bukanlah padamu
Perasaan hati masih rindu
Kekalutan ini hanyalah untukku
Tercari-cari bayanganmu
Tak sanggup aku kehilangan
Kehilanganmu...
Masih tercari-cari...

Keraguan ini bukanlah padamu
Masih tercari-cari bayanganmu
Tak sanggup aku kehilanganmu

(~_~)

**can't wait to watch 'CINTA' this evening wif mum n shidot!!