::myLoNeLyEyEs::

::hari2 terakhir di UTM..Version3::

A lot of things must be done by this week..submit PSM..4 copies, final paper advanced wastewater treatment engineering on this coming thursday (last aku peksa sebagai undergraduate student)..then kn rush balik Kl rite after exam coz ada interview with SMEC at PJ. after that balik UTM balik and Punggai Bayu is waitng for us! hoooray!! But i'm worry for my interview jumaat nih! Takde experience sgt bab2 interview nih..eventhough dah ade degree ++ course..interview during career fair with schlumbeger, but aku still lack of confidence..nak2 fresh graduate mcm aku nih..huhu..but i'll try my best..hopefully Abah can send me to SMEC on Friday..if not, terpaksalah aku p sendiri. Sangat berharap dapat job cecepat..rite now ade jgk coursemate yg dah dapat kerja yang sesuai..tak kurang hebat jgk..ade yang dpt PLUS, Sclumbeger with salary 2500 US Dollar, consultant firm somewhere in KL..etc.

Sometimes terfikir jgk..aku ni akan ditakdirkan keje dulu or akan sambung master..tak kisah pun if nak sambung tp kn cr scholar la plak..if dpt job dl pun bgs..at least i gain experiences. Nak dpat keje yang susah rite now..chance mmg banyak, tapi saingan pun sama banyak. Pointer dah tak penting..sume org tgk generic skills. huhu.. ape2 pun semua ketentuan yang Maha Esa.. as long as kita berusaha, rezeki ada untuk kita. And don't forget to pray hard tir! ( sedih nak menghadapi life after this yang jauh dr kwn2..)

I WANT TO MEET THEM FIRST!!HUHU..CEPAT LA BALIK..

BDK PALING 'BERTUAH' KAT DUNIA NI!!

AIMAN AGAIN!!

::masa2 terakhir di uTM.:version2:.::

Tommorow will be my final exam..advanced prestressed concrete design..subject yang paling tough aku amik kat UTM ni..tu lah..gatal2 nak amik option ni..but i learn this for the sake of knowledge..huhu..at least aku blaja somethig yang lain dr org lain..sgt tough dgn lec bangladesh yang susah nak phm ape dia ckp! But..he is nice person..slalu push aku to study hard! huhu..thank u prof! hope that everything will be occay tommorow..i'll do my best and Allah will do the rest..insyaaallah..

::masa2 terakhir di UTM::

Ada lagi about 2 weeks to stay at UTM..rasa macam mimpi lak, sedar atau tak, dah spend masa 10 years dok hostel..since i was 12 years old!! huhu..Masuk SSP tahun 1996..grad kat UTM 2006..huhu..berape lama sangat la dok kat umah. But sejak kat skolah lagi, i was the one who always balik rumah..ye la..umah dekat ngan skolah kat PWTC tu. Kat UTM ni pun tak kurang nye..jauh2 pun sanggup balik walaupun weekend! so many things i can do bila balik rumah...hehehe.. And of course la, rasa cam lagi close ngan member2 kat hostel compared with family..that's why cuba jgk slalu balik walaupun amik masa 4-5 hours nak sampai KL. Memang best if dapat cabut lari balik umah...rase heaven gile la..dapat hangout with friends and family..tgk teater..pasar malam jalan TAR with adek n cousin..makan with abah n mak. All simple things that we can share with family adalah sgt2 berharga bagi aku.. After this, balik rumah terus..takde balik UTM dah, unless aku sambung master (isi barong je lebih.. scholar lum ada lagi..). Then i have to seek the job..huhu..i've posted almost 10 resume which include Gamuda..Petronas..Johawaki..AZRB..Satriadesa..PLUS..etc..hopefully dptla keja cecepat.=)

::at last..::

at last..dah abis PSM presentation..Alhamdulillah aku berjaya menghadapi en yusof,en zainuddin and dr redzuan!! huhu.. Thank you Allah! Thanks to Prof Azlan..my dear supervisor..

Hepy sangat dah abis PSM!! tak sabar nak grad!! Final exams je lagi yang tinggal.. Gambate Thirah!! Moh kengkawan...kite abiskan semua..and Desaru is wating for us! yeah!

::I'VE LEARNED THE HARD WAY..::

It seems like many things to handle right now, even after we had struggled ourselves to finish up our prestressed concrete design yesterday, i still have my projek sarjana muda which is not finish yet. I hav to alter my sinopsis that Prof Azlan already checked. I didn't met him last week..ni semua sebab my prestressed concrete design test! huhu... very tough questions!! Impossible nak jawah within an hour! huh... Prof Abul..( a bangladesh lecturer) tough nye blaja ngan hang nih..dah final year ni la plak kena hadapi all this things..

And of course i feel like wan 2 go back to KL to release my pressure with my sweet little aiman..hohoho..Last time i call him, i said that i missed him very much..and also miss my home too. Terharu mokde when aiman started his own plan nak amik saya kat UTM. " Mokde tggu citu,aiman nanti ngan ibu, ayah, adik amar pegi klinik dulu...Dr nak inject ibu dulu, lepas tu, aiman datang Johor...amik mokde kat sekolah bawak balik rumah..OK?" ..pandai betul budak ni pujuk..huhu..automatically nangis aku! Then i asked him..."aiman sihat ?" " sihat...makan banyak ikan, sayur ngan nasi..Tapi, ibu tak sihat.. ibu kena inject. Ibu muntah..=(" Sedih dengar tentang along..All i can do is to pray hard..insyaallah along will survive. huhu...i can't write about this, boleh sedih jadinye. Hope that Allah akan tolong Along. Sometimes rasa sangat kesian with Aiman n Amar, kesian ngan ibu diorang..=(

After gone through the toughest exam in UTM (so far..i think) ...and passed up design project.. the only thing yang tinggal ialah..interview PAP n my PSM! Dah interview with Dr Sobri pagi tadi..and he said...Perfect! hehe..taktau la ape yang ok nye...dengan tak sempat prepare malam tadi penat gile. I just speak up everything yang aku ingat n tahu..alhamdulillah..dah lepas pun..

It's hard to explain ape yang bermain dalam fikiran aku rite now..ape yang aku tau..dalam 2 week akhir2 ni, banyak benda yang kn fkir.. test + Project +Family + soal hati & perasaan..hehehe.. All this things make my life miserable. Sampai tak sempat makan...tak cukup tido..mandi pun tak sempat nak basah...hoho..( tak sempat mandi ke..?? hihi)..at the end of the day...i don't hav appetite..loose weight ( 4 kg maa...) , last2 aku tinggal skeleton je by the time aku grad.. even before this pun berat aku tak exceed 40 kg! ...

Presentation for PSM will be on 12 april..hopefully everything will run smoothly..Insyaallah.. my panels will be Dr Redzuan Abdullah..En Yusof Ahmad n En Zainuddin Taib.. All killer i think! But i'll try my best. tak sabo nak grad..n kerja..Pray for me pls friends!!!huhu..i feel that final year ni idup paling mencabar kat UTM ni..anyway..I just usaha, doa n tawakal to Allah..